Thursday, 31 October 2013

feeling 22.

Assalamualaikum & Good Morning~. :)
Just came back from class. Stomach full and feeling sleepy. Typing this while laying down on my bed. *yawns*

It's the final day of October,and October 2013 has been very nice to me. I'm thankful to everyone who made my October extra sweet. I've turned 22! :O Alhamdulillah Allah beri kesempatan untuk terus bernafas hingga ke hari ini. Rasa macam tak percaye sikit. Dulu kalau tengok kakak2 yang umur over 20, mesti rase macam 'wahh', macam dorg da besar and matang. Haha bile diri sendiri dah menjejaki umur ni, rasa mcm masih teenager lagi. Haha prasan. Alah lagipun I'm the last in the family, so takdelah pelik sangat kan kalau masih terasa kebongsuan tu. Heh. Tapi dengan kawan2, dorg slalu cakap "Ned looked very matured". Errrr.

Anyway, one thing that made me ter-ERK was when Mak said this while hugging me during my birthday.. "Dah besar dah sekarang, tak lame lagi dah nak kahwin pulak". O.O MakAyah tak pernah cakap pasal all these relationships kinda thingy, ade lah kadang2 tu kalau dorg tengok lain macam, dorg try hint2. Dorg bukan menghalang, but I know they don't encourage. Sebab benda2 mcm ni kacau studies. Yes, sangat. Aaand, until today I'm still single, yay! So.. bile mak tetibe touch on this, mcm, wow. Hahahahahhaha. K bye. Honestly speaking, jealous lah jugak kan tgk kawan2 sebatch ramai yg dah or soon akan dirikan rumahtangga. Happy for them. Pastu tgk balik kat diri sendiri. Well, I know I'm not ready so lebih baik duduk diam2 jadi single lady and be a better person dulu sebelum Allah nak temukan dengan someone special. Haa. p/s: Mak, nak kahwin~  haha

Hmm, what makes this birthday different dari tahun2 yang sebelum ni since masuk UIA is, this year dapat berbirthday kat rumah! :D Been celebrating 3 birthdays in UIA already, so this year rase mcm happy dapat enjoy birthday kat rumah cum midbreak. Thanks everyone for the wishes. Keep me in your prayers yea. :)

Pastu after midbreak, I got another surprise. haha :D none other than my iiumsilatteam. It was totally unexpected sebab birthday da lepas one week. Thanks korg for the birthday cake and tepung prank. Actually I wasn't feeling okay that night, tapi bile tetibe dapat surprise camtu right after training, rase macam all the miseries flew away. Korang touching la seriously. :') Only that it would have been better if Mira was  there jugak. So yeah, dapatla jugak merasa celebrate birthday kat UIA in my 4th year. hehe.

With that, I shall end my post. Korang pls doakan diri ni istiqamah with studies & ibadah. Lately slalu down and mcm tkde motivations to do anything productive. I is sad. I so so sad. But i'll try to fight and kick this lazy spirit out of my body. It's all in your mind, Nadiah. Remember, "Failure doesn't come from falling down, but it comes from not getting up.." Smile and don't let negativity kill you. Good day everyone, salaam. :)

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